After the usual mess of getting all the gear in all the cars and all the people together for take-off, one car left to the first fieldsite, and the other car went to do extreme shopping. There was more discussion about the shopping than about the fieldwork, as everyone had a different theory as to where to get the most groceries in earthquake ravaged supermarkets.
We drove out of Christchurch and I was frantically trying to be positive, enthousiastic and i
n charge. Just before we entered the no-radio-zone the radio was playing “
Dance the night away”, such an unfitting song for fieldwork but I decided I would use it to lift up my spirits during the worst of it. “Right now tomorrow's lookin' bright - Just like the sunny mornin' light”
In my car were Kate who is doing her research on my sites, the Dutch researcher Mark, the Dutch intern (who as you may have noticed remains unnamed for privacy) and the technician Chris. We found the first site, started working and finished all in good time with help from Ian and Brian (another technician) who arrived later. As we drove to our bach it started raining.
Wednesday March 2
I didn’t really sleep, but just lay listening to the pounding rain. I forced myself to hum “right now tomorrow’s looking bright”. It’s my 31st birthday, and in retrospect I wish I hadn’t planned fieldwork. I unpacked the cake I baked in the middle of the night before leaving, and sleepily the others congratulated me.
In the field it was wet and miserable. Because we were 7 people, we split up and tried to do more plots simultaneously. I ended up alone in a few plots a couple of times, slamming the soil corer with my hammer and compulsively singing “I JUST WANT TO DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY”.
Because it was wet and miserable, Chris and me decided to head out early. Ian and Kate were still at another site. We stopped briefly at the one spot with mobile reception in the wide vincinity to call home. Thomas started working in the city centre, entering data from damage reports around the suburbs. He said the city was unrecognizable and the damage heartbreaking. I felt sad and no swaying senorita could cure that.
In the bach, Mark and me tried to make the best of the early finish by discussing papers, experiments, future collaborations and some wilder theories. When Ian and Kate got home, Ian asked how our day had been. I replied we had left early and although it looked as if we were relaxing with tea and cookies, we had actually discussed work. He stared at me in amazement, started muttering, sat down, took a deep breath, and said in a grave and angry voice: “Nina, LISTEN. You CANNOT allow yourself to have days like this. We are ALREADY running behind schedule with the measurements, we CANNOT afford to do all the work next year, you NEED to pull this through or we WILL NOT be able to do ANYTHING with the data we have so far.” I stared at him. WTF was he saying. He could not just have said I don’t work hard enough. It must be a joke. I was about to smile over his silly joke, when Chris violently, in a very un-Chris like manner, retorted “Ian! We’ve worked really hard. You can’t ask us to work harder under such circumstances. I think we’ve done really well. The weather will clear tomorrow and we’ll catch up then with what we couldn’t do today”. Realizing Ian was serious, I chimed in “I thought we would use the national database for those data? I thought the measurements weren’t all that important anyway? I think it is way more important to get the samples. We do what we can” and only to myself I whimpered “it’s my birthday! Why is he so mean to me on my birthday…”.
Ian realized Chris and me had good points, and he said we were right. That settled the matter, but I remained angry.
Thursday March 3
Sunshine. Oh glorious sunshine.
We climbed an incredibly steep ridge that was covered in wasp nests. I (and probably all the others) was extremely worried about Kate, who just confessed to us she is pregnant. Apart from being responsible for a failed research-project I would be responsible for the miscarriage after she was bitten by millions of wasps, fell down the ridge and was run over by a milk tanker. Luckily nothing happened, although the intern got bitten 5 times and both her legs got very swollen.
Mark and me did most of the soil cores together. Or rather, I did the coring, and together we commented on the soils. We also gossiped about Ian. Apparently Ian had been bossing Mark about on one of the plots, and so Mark commented that although Ian is a nice guy and very intelligent, he also behaves rather weird sometimes. I was glad I’m not the only one to be under Ian’s follies and that Mark and I could share some typical Dutch down-to-earth observations about him.
Friday March 4
Ian, Kate and Mark went back to Christchurch-England-the Netherlands. Can’t say I was sad to see Ian go.
It rained again. After the sampling we drove to Hokitika and checked into a backpackers there. The owner had to tell me how worried he’d been about his family in Chch with the earthquake, and all the other guests hungrily asked me whether I had had much damage and how I had survived. Stupid catastrophe tourists. I was also informed of a pole on the sidewalk, that trembled everytime there was an aftershock in Chch. And that some lunatic had predicted the alpine fault to rupture next week.
Saturday March 5
Today we were in this plot at the foot of a steep slope, again basically on top of the alpine fault, when we heard a loud “CRACK, CRACK, CRAAAAAAAAACK, WHHOOOOOOOMPH”. After the first crack I realized a large, large tree was coming down (out of nowhere, it wasn’t windy or anything), and I jumped up and was ready to run, only I didn’t know where the tree was and in which direction it was falling in. Then I realized it was probably, hopefully, further away. Yet I tried to calculate, how tall a tree from how far upslope could still crash us here … We all made some remarks such as “wooah, large tree, hmm, haa”, but only later in the car confessed to each other we had all been in intense adrenaline rush.
Chris noticed “Nina, remember that day Ian was so pissed off about us not working hard enough? Have you noticed we get a lot more done as soon as Ian leaves??”
Sunday March 6
A long day, had to climb another insanely steep hill through thick bush, and at the end of the day still a 4 hour drive to Haast, where we arrived well into the deep of the night. All were grumpy.
Monday March 7
The lodge where we’re staying is owned by 2 geologists, one from Canada even! I talked to the guy and he said “after years of working throughout Africa, we just wanted to settle down somewhere quiet”. I remarked that “geologically speaking, this is far from being quiet”. But as any real geologist he supposed the alpine earthquake would wait another 100 or so years.
It was finally dry again after more rainy days, so we were re-sorting and drying all our gear in the morning, as all the tourists from the lodge were going off on their sightseeing. Everyone wanted to know what we were doing. One annoying Australian first tried to trick me into making political statements about dairy farming (“oh, forest soils, hmm. What do you think about NZ dairy?” well, I think it is entirely different from what I do, you idiot). Then he said “well, I suppose you guys only go out when the weather is fine eh!” I could bite off his head. Instead I vaguely waved about me and said “we’ve just worked for a week in continuous rain”.
Tuesday march 8
The whole day I thought it was Wednesday already. Bugger.
The Westcoast is soo incredibly beautiful, yet when we drive to another fieldsite again I wish I would not have to be here.
The intern and me had a good long talk during the work today. It’s nice to be reminded what it was like being 23, although I don’t envy her indecisiveness. What to do with life … She asked me how I had decided to do a PhD and a postdoc, and I realized it had all been coincidence really. Then she wanted to know what I would do after this postdoc. And I realized I still don’t have a plan really. Travel. Not have children. Another postdoc? Not sure if I can bear more soil samples in this lifetime.
Wednesday March 9
We are so tired and worn down. Chris mentioned his neck troubles have gone “at least a month back” in recovery. I can hardly lift my teacup and when we walk back to the car after a day sampling my knee and hip joints protest against the 30kg backpack. Brian has knee problems as well and the intern is still swollen from various insect bites. Chris asked me today if I don’t cause myself RSI with all the hammering. I’m certain I do, but what is the alternative. When we get home I’ll just blame Ian. We all blame Ian for everything now. We run out of bread, we forget the extra sample bags, the shotgun starts to fall apart, the sandfly bites, it’s all Ian’s fault.
Thursday March 10
Chris invented the idea of the “supplejack race” (
Supplejack is a vine that can grow in dense tangles through the forest which makes it impossible to penetrate). You have to wear a pack of at least 20 kg, with a crowbar sticking out, and then cross a supplejack forest patch as fast as you can. We’d be worldchampions. I once nearly sat down and cried when I was looking by myself for the next plot and realized I was surrounded from all sites by a maze of supplejack. It reminds me of a movie in which the hero has to use wild acrobatics to go through a room of moving laserbeams to get to a jewel or something. You look ahead and try to decide under, over or along which tangles you have to go. It usually works for a while until a vine catches the crowbar sticking out of my pack and I nearly hang myself.

Moved back to Hokitika. In our room we discover real wineglasses. Me: “OMG! We don’t have to drink wine from teacups tonight!” Chris: “No, but we might have to drink our tea out of wineglasses”. In the meantime Brian admires one of the glasses “mmm, this glass is from a good year”.
Friday March 11
It’s hard to believe this is the last day for now.
I realize I’ve hurt myself with every single piece of equipment. Obviously I hit myself with the hammer a couple of times. I also had the soil corer fall onto my finger which hurt a lot. Despite knowing I shouldn’t allow myself to handle knives, I managed to cut through a sample bag, my pants and my skin once. I had the crowbar bump into my head and scratching deeply into my chest. I cut my fingers with a nail and with the metal measuring tape.
11 days of fieldwork in a row is too much. It’s all Ian’s’ fault.